Something hit me ! something just happened to be something important !

I was standing there and no one was seeing me !

I was yelling crying shrinking !

No one answered looked at me or even thinking about me !

It's like every one didn't care and then I realized it was true it was the thing that happened to be true !

I was nothing just someone who was nothing to everyone !

Everyone had forgot me or hated me !

And know I'm standing in my home watching the cars outside !

The life ! The people that I loved living with happiness and I'm realising that it's not that I'm not living or I'v been forget by others !

It's that I'm dying !! And i'm not feeling anything !! ANd I never going to feel something again !

I was scared of life I'm not anymore !

I was scared of dead I'm not anymore !

I was scared of forget you i'm not anymore !

I'm feeling nothing !! I'm dying and no one can understand what i'm feeling it's like every feelings are together or not here !!

YOu just can't understand and it's like that !!

Just remember that I loved you so much before !! SO when I'm going to live again I will be the same !

~Love is more than hope !! Love is just illusion !!!!! ~

~*^( LYZ ) ^*~